unexpected person comes into your life and you try to protect yourself but in the end you give everything you can because for some reason they just sparkle & dazzle your life.. when the person comes and do the things that you've always wanted to have and he is something like your dream partner... but in at the end of the day you are just stuck... there are always some decisions that you can't even decide whether if its the right choice to make...
in life we don't even know whether we are doing the right thing or not, but we just do it because we just follow our hearts...
we might be happy in the beginning, but what happens in the end? does happy endings really exist? in some cases we want it to happen, but we don't really get it...
life is challenging, we have go through ups and downs, happiness and hurt and life and death..
what is it like to fight/argue with the people you love? what is it like when the person you love betrays you? what is it like when you lose the person you love?
we try not to disappoint people, but in the end we fail because we still disappoint the people we love.. its not that we do it intentionally but we do it because we thought it is right for us... but that could be the thing that can kill us... we always think we with our heart and never think twice with our minds and that will be one of the reasons why we always let down the people we love
we can't make everyone happy in life, we will always have enemies/conflicts... there is nothing we can do or run away from it, we just have to face reality and make ourself stronger... to live life there are obstacles that we have to pass through to archive our goals.. there will always be bad times that is hard to solve and time will always pass slowly because its hard... good times will always pass by with a blink of an eye when you are having fun..
somestimes fighting for what we want is not right, because it may lead us into something really really bad... and it may not be worth it, and sometimes is not good to gamble on something which is not worth fighting for...
sometimes fighting for what we want is also good, because if we don't get what we want atleast we know an answer, no matter good or bad atleast we know whether it is meant to be or not...
life is a gamble!
when it comes to teenage love, we tend to do anything to make the other party happy but sometimes they just take things for granted.. love shouldn't be taken for granted... when you find someone you love and loves you back, hold on to them but not too tight because "when you grab a handfull of sand to tight, it'll just slip away".
love should be when 2 person loves, appreciates & respects each other.. nothing will ever break if you have all of that combine but now its hard to find one... but there will be a person for everyone that will do that for you... it just takes time to look for the right one..
hurting ourself emotionally for the person we love just not to hurt them... being the bad person in everything makes it difficult because we look like the bad person but we are just doing it for the best of the other party.. rather sitting quietly and feeling hurt than seeing the person we love hurting, as long as we see them happy, we are happy...
the smile on their faces makes everything feels better, although we are hurting but we just don't want to see the other party hurting too...
we cry a silent tear..
i may not be a perfect person to my family, friends & you but i am really trying my best to be a new person, whether you believe it or not.. i may not obey the things that people told me to do, i have my reasons behind every single thing i do.. its not easy to go through teenage life, its a struggle..
some people act out just to seek attention from family/friends...
family members sometimes can pressure their childrens to do this and that
to the children they think parents are just plain annoying and don't want them to have fun, but actually they just want whats best for the children...
to the parents the children are just rascals (when acting out) they just don't know how see what is really going on in their lives... and of course teens wants to have some fun...
we teens need a little space than study
i am really sorry for the hurt i cause my family.. and all i need is time to change.. it will not be easy, but i'll will try my best to do so...
