all around me

My hands are searching for you
My arms are outstretched towards you
I feel you on my fingertips
My tongue dances behind my lips for you

This fire rising through my being
Burning I'm not used to seeing you

I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

My hands float up above me
And you whisper you love me
And I begin to fade
Into our secret place

The music makes me sway
The angels singing say we are alone with you
I am alone and they are too with you

I'm alive
I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

So I cry
(Holy)
The light is white
(Holy)
And I see you

I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive

And I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

Take my hand
I give it to you
Now you own me
All I am
You said you would never leave me
I believe you
I believe

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healed

Only for you, my only one

Dedicated to you, Sherry Alyssa Saw Pui Yee

Dear Love,

if you always need a shoulder to lean on,
if you ever need someone to talk too,
if you need a hug,
i'm always here for you.

you carried me,
you were there to listen to my feelings,
you held my hand through my rough times,
remember that I will be there.

life maybe hard,
life is never easy,
but going through this obstacles will make you a stronger person,
whenever you feel weak,
turn around
because I will help carry the weight of you.

The minute you fall,
Don't worry love because I am already there to catch you,
I will hold your hand through it all,
During the dark days and the good days.
I promise you that I will be there.

It's you & me against the world.

Baby I love you,
Baby I am here,
Always and forever.

Love,
Ashley

its been a while since i last posted.
been working and learning how to pole dance,
a few days of learning, my legs had so much bruises like i was beaten up /=
seriously painful but it was worth it somehow (= hehehe
now, am definitely going to take up pole dancing classes..

had a trip recently during the long Raya holiday.

Redang Trip,
29 August 2011
The trip to Redang was a last minute thing for me.. At 10.30 pm, Bel babe picked me up and headed down to Klang to meet up with Jie Jess, Eric & Long.... We had our dinner/ supper in klang and a 8 hour ride down to Merang Jetti in Terrenganu..

myself, bel babe & jie jessica ♥

30 August 2011
We apparently got lost in Terrenganu, but we manage to find the place and board down Redang... It was an hour ride on the Jetti, it was nice to see the view & feel the breeze out there... The minute we touch down on the island, we checked in and changed into our bathing suits and headed down to the beach!!! We went snorkeling on our own at 1pm and at 2 pm we headed down to the middle of the sea and snorkel with the whole group.. Definitely much more nicer fishes out in the ocean... after a while, i felt sick and dizzy and went up the boat and rest...
After dinner, we headed down to the bar and have a couple of drinks.. definitely had a nice laugh and enjoy the breeze and company.. (=

Eric, Jie & i

Eric & jie

Bel Babe, Wei Han & Long

 ~Board the jetti to Redang~

Bel Babe & i

Jie being so cuteee

Group photo!

31 August 2011
Couldn't sleep the whole night, and had a very cranky morning... after breakfast i passed out and slept through lunch and woke up when dinner was about to be done... had my meal in the room and we headed down to have drinks again... this time Jie Jess and Eric, went to bed early. So Bel babe, Wei Han, Long & I headed down to the other hotel's bar and continue drinking there... It was definitely an epic night, I was laughing at everyone and enjoying how drunk everyone was...

Bel Babe , Me & Jie Jessica ♥

Eric & Jie

Jie & i

Wei Han & Bel Babe 

1 September 2011
I still didn't have any sleep again, had breakfast with Jie Jess and Eric and went back the room and packed our belongings and chit chat while waiting for the time to board the jetti back home.. at 10.30 we board the jetti and head back to Merang Jetti, Terrenganu. As we reach, our vehicle could start! Gosh so we had a little but to eat while waiting for someone to jumpstart our ride... We stop a few states for food and by the time i reach home was 7 something 8pm. Was really beat, but it was worth it.
The trip was really relaxing, definitely want to go back to Redang again...

Saying goodbye to Redang ♥

Loves xoxo

Thursday, 30 June

Went to to Zouk with Yawan babe and the rest of the gang (: too bad that Agnes babe was not that there that night ): John decided to join me that night... had much fun although wasn't much... headed home around 2 thougghhhh... bumped into high school friends and others (;
Yawan babe didn't bring her camera, so here some from her phone and Zouk's photographer (=

Friday, 1 July

was suppose to head down to Zouk but didn't... but in the end i tag along with Cassidy to Mist!! hahaha its been a long since i've been there so why not? bumped into so many friends (: was nice catching up with them... and of course went up to the stage and dance with Calista..

Monday, 4 July

Watch Transformers 3 with John

The movie was ok for me... but yet again its a movie that can't leave out /=

Haven't been going out much, feels kinda nice though laying in bed at home (=

goodnight love ones,
loves xoxo

Friday, 17 June

Happy Birthday Daryn!
Celebrated Daryn's birthday at Roots... Daryn picked me from my place at 10.30 then headed to get Bel babe and the rest... The amount of people was present was alot! no place to stand at all =/ but somehow had fun dancing at the pole (= hehehe

 

in the car (=

 

Bel babe & i 

Nicole, Amanda & i

Bel babe

after Roots, we headed down to MCD drive thru to meet up with Yano babe & Darren for yumcha... am still very surprise how Daryn did get to manage to drive all the way back to Subang..

Saturday, 18 June
Got a random text from baby Sherry and ask to join her at Zouk.. I invite John to come with... Apparently it was just me and John =/ Went to Phuture and and found a spot at the bar...  Bumped into an old friend Zen! nice seeing her (= had fun even though it was just the few of us... hehehehe 

John & i

baby Sherry & i

A picture with Zen!!!

Wednesday, 22 June

Had dinner with Jie Jess & Vanessa at Sushi Zanmai, One Utama... it was nice seeing the both of them after awhile (= and definitely had a great dinner...

our dinner (=

Sunday, 26 June

Baby Sherry stayed over the night before... Baby Sherry, John & i headed down to klang for bak kut teh at 10am... hahahaha and after breakfast we had a little shopping in MidValley..

Bak Kut Teh!!! yummmsss

John, Baby Sherry & i

 John whining at Gardens Midvalley

*need to pay money*

Baby Sherry & i

no matter how far in life you go,

we'll always look back at the laughters we had..

memories together are irreplaceable.

loves xoxo.

Saturday, 3rd June

Its Dom's birthday at Velvet, Zouk with Cabin Crew Theme. Agnes Babe came and pick me from my place with Chloe and head down to get Yawan then straight to Agnes babe's place to do some touch ups. The girls wore their air stewardess outfit and i didn't because i was going as a dancer that night.

Wednesday, 8 June

Was suppose to watch movie with Colin but movie was all fully booked for some reason =/ i don't know why every one is watching movie nowadays... but i can't wait for transformers to be out! didn't get to watch movie but did get to tapao my salty popcorn!! hehehe

Thursday, 9 June

TeddyBear aka Sze Ming picked me up around 11.30 am to head down to zouk for shooting with Agnes Babe, TeddyBear & Vincent.. Teddy and i never brought our photo copy ic so we head down to Ampang Park to do get it done.. while waiting for teddy in car, i cam whore a little (= 

  a few pictures of me (=

Reached Hotel Maya and met up with Agnes Babe & Vincent. Agnes Babe and i went to the restroom to finish up our make up and head down to work. We started work at 12.30pm and finish at 8. Omg so tiring! 

  

 after work we headed down to pelita to have our dinner.. then we called it a night.. too tiring!

Friday,  10 June

Head down to Zouk with Agnes babe, Chloe and met Yawan there.. hehehe 

waiting for more picture from Yawan Babe!  

we are all about fun together as one,

nothing can stop us from having a great night!

good night everyone,

loves xoxo