life is tough

in life everyone makes the wrong decision, thinking the wrong things and give the wrong impression. maybe this is part of life where we have to learn to be stronger and move on in life so we won't make the same mistakes in life anymore...

i believed in something that there was nothing there to believe, maybe its something we want and we can't have... and its time to move on to something that can't be mine... nothing will ever change if i don't make difference in life...

i may hurt along the way, but its better to pull my feet up before things get worst and nothing will ever make me feel happier in my life..

there is no point in life if we keep being naive and tell yourself there is always hope when there is nothing left to wait anymore..

you may be the drug i conceive and its time for me to stop this addiction. its going to be hard but it takes time before i completely forget about the memories we had...

every breath

It sounds like this is nothing new and that it hasn't been for awhile You wake up on the other side and you strain to force a smile The fairytale inside your head has become your new best friend But I can assure you, that I'll be there before the story ends 'Cause when I needed a place to hang my heart You were there to wear it from the start And with every breath of me, you'll be the only light I see I'll racing to the finish line of a lifetime that's barely started The piece of mind I left behind, I pray you keep in your perfect garden You waited on the minute hand and the countdown to last for days But I'm here to tell you, it won't be long before I'm here to stay 'Cause when I needed a place to hang my heart You were there to wear it from the start And with every breath of me, you'll be the only light I see The weightlessness and the lack of rest Away from you, I'm in over my head Even when it's dark before the dawn I will feel your grace and carry on And with every breath of me, you'll be the only light I see When I needed a place to hang my heart You were there to wear it from the start And with every breath of me, you'll be the only light I see Even when it's dark before the dawn I will feel your grace and carry on And with every breath of me, you'll be the only light I see The only light I see

this is a song that reminds me of you, and it speaks for me for the way i feel.

time will only tell ~

sometimes in life you can't always get what you want, but it is always better to work for it than getting it by snapping your fingers.

going through the process is really hard to the things that you want to do or should do. sometimes i think about the days that we had, it wasn't long but it was apart of my memory that i couldn't forget. it hurts to see you, it hurts not to see you, it hurts to hear your voice, it hurts not to hear your voice.. everyday and every night i think about all of this and it just kills me to know that i can't be with the one i want. i am just so confuse of the way i feel about you. you may be the one that opens my heart but you are still the one that tore it apart.

at the end of the day, maybe its just ok that i am the way i am, and also feel the way i feel... it may hurt, but it just takes time before the wound can heal from this bleeding...

i am waiting for a chance to see whether there is hope, i'll just sit and not move anywhere.

10.10.10

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everyone in the world was celebrating this festival yesterday... to make their dreams come true and to be with the one you love...

wow

Its been a while since i've updated my blog..

in the past few months, alot of things happen.

drama, drama & more drama..

its nice to be home now, spending more time with my friends and family.

having so much fun since i came back home,

my friends and family are always there for me through dark and good times.

thank you for always being there for me

in the past few months,

i have realise who i can trust and who i can't trust at all.

life is never easy but you just have to go through it and make it happen

pictures from recently

Samantha, Calista & i

Joey & i

Yano & i

Pauline & i

Darren, Yano & i

this are the few, waiting for a friend to upload more :)

see you guys soon

new look

goodbye my old hair

this is my new look

i like it

part of the list

Style of your hair,

shape of your eyes and your nose, the way you stare As if you see, right through to my soul, It's your left hand and the way that it's not quite as big as your right, the way you stand in the mirror before we go out at night, Our quiet time, your beautiful mind, They're a part of the list. Things that I miss. Things like your funny little laugh, the way you smile or the way we kiss. What I noticed is this: I come up with something new, every single time that I sit and reminisce. The way you sweet smell lingers when you leave a room, Stories you tell as we lay in bed all afternoon. I dreamed you now every night in my mind is where we meet. and when I'm awake staring at pictures of you asleep. Touching your face, invading you space. They're a part of the list. Things that I miss. Things like your funny little laugh, the way you smile or the way we kiss. What I noticed is this: I come up with something new, every single time that I sit and reminisce. Oooh, and you'll live in my memories forever more I swear. And you'll live in my memories forever more I swear. They're a part of the list. Things that I miss. Things like your funny little laugh, the way you smile, or the way we kiss. What I noticed is this: I come up with something new, every single time that I sit and reminisce. i miss you