Messed up!!!

Sometimes, I don't know what to do when I lose someone I love. Sometimes I will think about killing myself. Everytime when that happens, my friends will be there to make sure I will not do anything stupid...

Today, although I didn't lose him, but I had the urge to end my own life, but boo was there to stop me. 

Arguements can make me so pissed that I can do anything.........

The question is should I or not???

I don't want to lose my family, him and my friends.

someday I will lose it!!