its hard say goodbye love

its hard to say goodbye to you

things didn't work out the way i thought it would be,

at the end of the day,

its not about me or you,

it was about us.

it was hard for you

but it was also hard for me.

we went through so much ups and downs,

we pulled through
but in the end,

there was a stop to it.

its been only 2 days,

its getting harder and harder each day.

you made a huge impact in my life,

i thank you for teaching me to be a better person,

realising that everything revolves other people,

never think about myself only but thinking about others.

you brought love in my heart,

you brought memories into my mind.

when i am in your arms,

all i only could say that i want to be yours forever,

no matter what are the consequences.

when we kiss,

i say to myself that i never want to be apart from you,

when we hug,

i say that if i could, i just want to stay here to be with you..

when i look into your eyes,

i only want to give you happiness and love,

never to hurt you.

being with you was the best thing that ever happen to me.

there are things that i cannot change,

there are things that i am trying my very best to change for you.

i may not seem to be doing it,

i am really trying love.

being without you,

bring tears to my eyes,

brings a hole in my heart,

and a feeling of lost 

because i feel like my soul is not with me.

if there is fate between us,

i know we will be with each other again.

"if its meant to be yours, it'll come back"

i am scared without you,

i am lonely in heart without you,

i am lost without you,

i can't breathe without you.

i just want to be with you again,

i want you back love,

my heart wants & needs you badly.

iloveyou,

there is nothing that is going to change my love for you

for i will always be here for you♥

loves xoxo

you & me - everlasting journey together as one ♥

Dear Sherry Saw,
i shed tears when i read the post from you.
you touched my heart & my soul

i know i have been through alot recently,

but what did i do to deserve you?
i really thank god that he created you to be my guardian angel

i don't need a vacation
, all i need is you here with me
&
now i already have you
i am on a vacation now because with you around to make laugh and smile,
already feels like a vacation.

i am always here for you too love,
there is nothing that can compare the love we have,
the bonding & the connections.

i was never afraid to tell you my true feelings,
i was never afraid to hide anything from you.
good or bad things i've done,
you'll support me even though in no matter what situation.

you are that very special person in my heart
 sometimes i don't show you i care much or don't listen.
i'm sorry i never show it.

you are a smart girl,
you are pretty,
you are sweet & very nice person.
if i could give you 110 reasons, i would.

baby, i love you so.
i will never let you be alone.
i will only be there for you,
holding your hand & we walk through this crazy life together as team,
always having your back
by supporting you & advicing you.

being by your side makes me feel like home.
 
loving you always,
  ♥ashleychoong

if its meant to be, it'll be yours forever

somethings we can't force to do/have,

there is nothing we can do to have it.

people always say "fight for what you want", when a person fights too hard, they get exhausted. we only want happiness in life. we make others to be happy, even though we have to be the bad one. to see their happiness, we'll be happy. we fight for what we want is because we know that it'll make us happy. when fighting for that special someone & you got them, you'll be the happiest person. being with them is like paradise. you'll never stop fighting until it ends. somethings takes time. if fighting too hard, you'll be might lose them in the end. take a breather and clear your mind, it'll be better soon when fire is burning, its always better to put it out. setting them free for a period hurts badly. holding on to it tightly will only make things worst & lose them forever. in some situations people let go. & some get back together and have a better relationship. taking a time off, is not called a break up but relaxing your mind and clear things out. birds need to spread their wings and fly, not caged up. set them free, if they don't come back then its not meant to be. forcing them to stay, pressuring them in any way will only drive them away. its a bumpy road but i am never letting go iloveyou goodnight & sweetdreams loves xoxo

hello, its been a while =D

its been a while since i've updated my blog, been very very lazy to sit at the computer and blog.. haha

i haven't clubbed in 4 months plus, i am surprised i could stay out of the clubbing scene.. haha.. everyone is so surprise that i am not clubbing anymore.. actually i am surprise myself too.. the last time i partied was at Godskitchen and i didn't plan to go until the day before the event.. most of my time now is spending with boylove, my close friends & with my family.. its really nice catching with my good friends that i rarely see them last time.. and from there we know that even though we are not always together hanging but we are always there for each other.. spending more time with my family these past few days.. mum, is being a cute one as usual and getting closer to my brother is really nice.. boylove, this past months being with you by your side is something that cannot be replace and even money cannot buy our love.. being with you made me become a better person, you cope with my silly attitudes and still hold my hand and guiding me through life.. without you teaching me, i would still be the same.. the first day till today, i still can remember the funny little things that we used to do and when i think about it, i'll smile widely =D

you sealed it with a kiss ♥ you gave me your love, and i am giving you my love back to you. ILoveYou ♥ loves xoxo