been sick the whole last week =/
went to work only 2 days

friday , 13/05
was dead sick & had a swelling knee from dancing at a job in hartamas the day before =/
Agnes babe persuade me to go to zouk with her...
at 11.30, teddy aka Sze Ming came and pick me and headed over to pick Chloe... We reach at Agnes babe's place at 12.. After waiting for her for 15 minutes outside, i called and there was no answer... Lucky Agnes's brother came home after that and we realise that Agnes babe fell asleep in room!!! sighh we waited for her for 30 minutes outside her place...
reached zouk at 1am and the guestlist was closed =/ sighh but lucky for us, Sebastian brought us in..

here are some pictures of us girls 

loving you Agnes babe ♥

 

saw alot of people there that night... so nice to see them all =)

 

sunday 15/05

went to watch Something Borrowed at one utama with Agnes babe, teddt aka Sze Ming & Vincent =)

the movie was not bad..  had a great time watching it with them =) 

after that went to banana leaf for yumcha then head home around 3am =/

more loads of fun will be coming up soon.. 

today will be different on how everything has change,

there was reason i smile again

 

loves xoxo 

tuesday, 3/05
ask a little help from teddy Sze Ming to give a ride to work.. before work we head down too ss2 Kimarie Salon, Sze Ming had a hair cut and i had hair wash =)

had dinner at Sun Hing Loong with Sze Ming, then headed down to work..

the past few days, has been all about work & work only...

Saturday 7/05,
went up to genting with mummy & my aunt.. was suppose to celebrate mother's day with mummy but she went into the casino and i went to find my bestie chris!!! ate at pizza factory & cam whore!!! hahaha

loads of catching with the bestie =)
headed down for dinner with mummy, my aunt & cousin Jason at Jade Pot =) mummy got a surprise when i paid for dinner that night =) HAPPY MOTHERS DAY mummy♥

been sick the past few days =/
weather is seriously killing me! sighhh
hope everything goes well =)

loves xoxo

busy busy busy

haven't been blogging awhile, been busy with work..
the only thing in my mind right now is only work, which i find is a good thing..
the only thing distracting me is the weather... seriously, why does it have to be so hot & rain heavily all the time??? grrr i think i am falling sick =/

been working for 3 weeks now.. working morning and night too.. having 2 jobs is seriously stressing!
still deciding on whether which job is better..
my night job helps me meet new people and some has a lot of mutual friends... i guess the world is really that small.. LOL never know till you actually find out..

16 April, celebrated Jon's birthday over at his place.. my babes was there bel & yano. haven't seen babe yano in a while, was nice seeing her..
apparently i had to leave early and head down to delux to celebrate Chi Li's birthday.. at delux, met up with old friends =) too much party in one night =/ hahaha

Friday, i left work early and headed down to zouk to celebrate Sze Ming's birthday. bumped into alot of people i know there..
it feels so different to back in the clubbing scene. Sze Ming left a while, while Agnes & i dance in mainroom!!
after zouk, agnes & i headed to changkat to meet up some friends, aaron & adrian called they wanted to come over to changkat but they didn't confirm with me that they were on the way to changkat.. went home and aaron called saying they were in changkat =/ but then again, they drove to my place to find me.. headed to abc with aaron, adrian & nicklas, i miss them and it was nice catching up with them =)

Wednesdays, bel babe & i went swimming at boulevard..
it wasn't a long swim but did relax a little and of course laugh like hell.. had much fun =)
stayed over bel's place for a few nights, loads of funny things we did..

some pictures of us swimming =)

at bel babe place cam whoring before work =)

been spending loads of time with her & jie jessica.. they made me realise how good life was again =)
lately i've been karaoke-ing alot with babe bel & jie jessica =) singing songs & laughing at each other its really fun!
they really make me smile, love them to bits!

sometimes i wonder would life be like if things were easier...
if life wasn't challenging but whats the point on not having a challenging life?
at one point of my life it was real challenging i was too tired to fight for my battles
all i had was my friends were there to support me through bad times
they never fail to make me happy,
they pulled me up & pushed me
because of them i pulled through..

life is better now,
working & trying to spend more times with friends..
i still do wonder sometimes how it would be like if things were different,
oh well we can't change the past..

some pictures of me recently =)

 i never regretted,
i never lost anything,
but i gain experience.

thank you to all my friends & love ones for supporting me through it all..
you guys never give up on me
and all you guys gave was love & support
you guys mean the world to me

love xoxo

its hard say goodbye love

its hard to say goodbye to you

things didn't work out the way i thought it would be,

at the end of the day,

its not about me or you,

it was about us.

it was hard for you

but it was also hard for me.

we went through so much ups and downs,

we pulled through
but in the end,

there was a stop to it.

its been only 2 days,

its getting harder and harder each day.

you made a huge impact in my life,

i thank you for teaching me to be a better person,

realising that everything revolves other people,

never think about myself only but thinking about others.

you brought love in my heart,

you brought memories into my mind.

when i am in your arms,

all i only could say that i want to be yours forever,

no matter what are the consequences.

when we kiss,

i say to myself that i never want to be apart from you,

when we hug,

i say that if i could, i just want to stay here to be with you..

when i look into your eyes,

i only want to give you happiness and love,

never to hurt you.

being with you was the best thing that ever happen to me.

there are things that i cannot change,

there are things that i am trying my very best to change for you.

i may not seem to be doing it,

i am really trying love.

being without you,

bring tears to my eyes,

brings a hole in my heart,

and a feeling of lost 

because i feel like my soul is not with me.

if there is fate between us,

i know we will be with each other again.

"if its meant to be yours, it'll come back"

i am scared without you,

i am lonely in heart without you,

i am lost without you,

i can't breathe without you.

i just want to be with you again,

i want you back love,

my heart wants & needs you badly.

iloveyou,

there is nothing that is going to change my love for you

for i will always be here for you♥

loves xoxo

you & me - everlasting journey together as one ♥

Dear Sherry Saw,
i shed tears when i read the post from you.
you touched my heart & my soul

i know i have been through alot recently,

but what did i do to deserve you?
i really thank god that he created you to be my guardian angel

i don't need a vacation
, all i need is you here with me
&
now i already have you
i am on a vacation now because with you around to make laugh and smile,
already feels like a vacation.

i am always here for you too love,
there is nothing that can compare the love we have,
the bonding & the connections.

i was never afraid to tell you my true feelings,
i was never afraid to hide anything from you.
good or bad things i've done,
you'll support me even though in no matter what situation.

you are that very special person in my heart
 sometimes i don't show you i care much or don't listen.
i'm sorry i never show it.

you are a smart girl,
you are pretty,
you are sweet & very nice person.
if i could give you 110 reasons, i would.

baby, i love you so.
i will never let you be alone.
i will only be there for you,
holding your hand & we walk through this crazy life together as team,
always having your back
by supporting you & advicing you.

being by your side makes me feel like home.
 
loving you always,
  ♥ashleychoong

if its meant to be, it'll be yours forever

somethings we can't force to do/have,

there is nothing we can do to have it.

people always say "fight for what you want", when a person fights too hard, they get exhausted. we only want happiness in life. we make others to be happy, even though we have to be the bad one. to see their happiness, we'll be happy. we fight for what we want is because we know that it'll make us happy. when fighting for that special someone & you got them, you'll be the happiest person. being with them is like paradise. you'll never stop fighting until it ends. somethings takes time. if fighting too hard, you'll be might lose them in the end. take a breather and clear your mind, it'll be better soon when fire is burning, its always better to put it out. setting them free for a period hurts badly. holding on to it tightly will only make things worst & lose them forever. in some situations people let go. & some get back together and have a better relationship. taking a time off, is not called a break up but relaxing your mind and clear things out. birds need to spread their wings and fly, not caged up. set them free, if they don't come back then its not meant to be. forcing them to stay, pressuring them in any way will only drive them away. its a bumpy road but i am never letting go iloveyou goodnight & sweetdreams loves xoxo

hello, its been a while =D

its been a while since i've updated my blog, been very very lazy to sit at the computer and blog.. haha

i haven't clubbed in 4 months plus, i am surprised i could stay out of the clubbing scene.. haha.. everyone is so surprise that i am not clubbing anymore.. actually i am surprise myself too.. the last time i partied was at Godskitchen and i didn't plan to go until the day before the event.. most of my time now is spending with boylove, my close friends & with my family.. its really nice catching with my good friends that i rarely see them last time.. and from there we know that even though we are not always together hanging but we are always there for each other.. spending more time with my family these past few days.. mum, is being a cute one as usual and getting closer to my brother is really nice.. boylove, this past months being with you by your side is something that cannot be replace and even money cannot buy our love.. being with you made me become a better person, you cope with my silly attitudes and still hold my hand and guiding me through life.. without you teaching me, i would still be the same.. the first day till today, i still can remember the funny little things that we used to do and when i think about it, i'll smile widely =D

you sealed it with a kiss ♥ you gave me your love, and i am giving you my love back to you. ILoveYou ♥ loves xoxo